"open eYes"

I want to write for you
The unfinished story within
This fairytale dream you live in…

I want to write for you your
Words you cannot seem to breach
From the tip of your twisted tongue…

I want to write for you
The dimensions of your wings
So you can fly into the heaven
Overseeing the world as angels do

I want to write for you
Pre written memories
On the sheets of space with ink
From the stars…

I want to write for you
Your words upon blank pages
So you don’t have to stress
Running in the midst of your mind

I want to write for you
Without you intending to
Realize that every spoken
Word was not for you
But for me to open
My EYeS to the world
You see…
Because I cant grasp it
Completely
Without you writing

So I write for you
With words that serve
No justice but to try
To come close enough to
Expressing the infinite possibilities
Of words that can be told to you…
But “words are cheap” as you say
But speaking to you not only
Pertain syllables of each word they consist
Of teardrops of my heart
Melting into my blood mimicking
What my lips want to say
What my lips cannot sustain
What my lips cannot touch
But together working in sync
To move you
But together working in sync
To find reasons to
Write for you
“everything happens for a reason”
but what reason led me to
you
so I write for you
for the appreciation you opened my EYeS to
EYeS cannot see unless opened
By EYeS who have seen
And I have seen nothing
Until you came in and showed me something
But with every single sightseeing
I sought to see imagery
Of the indescribably
Shortcomings that ultimately became
This writing…

So I write for you
Because I see you as
A reflection of your mothers elegance
Your father attitude
Your brother self-confidence
Your sistas beauty
A woman’s pride
A woman’s voice
Outspoken beyond language barriers
Broken by years of tears
Fallin from your eyes containing
Every heartbeat of sadness you endured
Throughout life
But where do these tears come from…

Do they come from melodic harmonies
Dripping of your elusive fingertips
From each and every ounce of effort
Gone UNOTiced…

Does it come from a hear torn
By past shadows haunting every single
Corner of your mind
Distorting your perception
Of your imperfect guy.

But I write for you
To hope these words can
Encompass a letter to you for being noticed…

And I write for you so your heart
Will not bend abnormally
From the effects of the past
But to mend with the new

And I write for you because
You don’t deserve this..
You don’t deserve tears at all…

So I write for you so these
Pages can wipe away your tears…

I write for you so these
Pages can catch you when
No one else will…

I write for you so these
Pages can be held tightly
By you when you sleep

I write for you so these
Pages can absorb your emotions
Your anger anguish
And pain…

And I write for you not
Because I wanted to..

I write for you…
Because you inspired me to…