"Untitled Eyes"

"UNTITLED EYES"

looking into the abyss of blue light
i see one thing at the end of this telescope
the star that shines so brightly above me
whcih reminds me of the times of you and me
just memories
the distance from me to that star
is where my heart is from yours
but in my dreams the rain has faded
and i feel no pain
the pain has subsided from the clouds
through the prayer i say
every twilight night
becuz i miss the eyes i looked into from time to time
and saying to them i love you
but now all i can say is how are you?
this melody plays in my head over and over
a never ending scylce..never broken
because my love for you has formed my heart into a circle
never ending..always recycling over and over
night after night i lay and write why i cant let go
why i cant fly further then destined beczu the love we had you had forgotten
i cant believe youve struck me with a presence that haunts me
i see you in my dreams the only place where everything is serene
everything is normal and supernatural
but i wake up to reality to realize i was in a blind dream caused by popped bullbled memories in my brain exploding everytijme i see you in my mind.
which shocks my nerves and stimulates my hands to mimic my emotions that have no notion
of intending to satisy your love motions
but everytime i try to get closer to you
the sun hides and cloaks us with darkness
preventing me to let out my feelings
returning me back to the end of the blue abyss of ligh
leaving nothin to try but to wait and create
this so called dream that consists of you and me
and all over again you as my friend
over and over
a chain reaction of supernovas over and over
rebirth to the change i see whenever i see you and me but please notice me
i am not invisible i am just not stable when it comes to keeping my heart
within the bone-shelled cage it lies in
where time dies and eternity is multiplied becuz destiny has immbolized and left me to perish w/o a frienship
w/o a companionship
but left me with consequence
consequences that torment my sould makin my weaknesses that can be sensitive to the simple touch of your hand
but i still dont understand
the equation that has led me to believe that the solution for this problem is re-evolution of our emotions
separating our lives
not being the same but change
what is visible to my blind eyes
chante the deprived heart from its support and give her more
before i go out and explore with a new heart
that will learn that my expierience was not a waste of time
it was just time for new eyes to see that i cant have her as mine
but still see her in my mind
everytime i dream..
everytime i think
of the one i miss
everytime i will be shot back to the light of blue abyss and everytime
my mind heart soul combine
i lose time to appreciate
the fine celestial angel
that lied in my eyes
leaving me with one last try
but i end up giving up in one last cry becuz to me she is divine
and all i can say is things change
and soemthing do fade away
and this is my apology
for you to see i am still me
so please forgive me im sorry
now you can go and ill be stuch in sweet misery becuz now i knoe
youre the reason you make me whole....