i will hate you...

Sunday, April 08, 2007

when your sad read this

''When your sad…read this…''

Hey!

Can I ask you all a question?

So in a relationship

How many of you have been love..love or want to love?

Well how does it feel?

Do you think you can fall in love more than once?

Well I thought I fell in love TWICE..::skjtwicesjd::

Daymn that’s to much lovin

And you know what

I now believe that my past wasn’t love

But it felt so real

Or did I feel surreal?

I once thought love was the unbearable happiness and pain of the heart

That simple pinch of a thousand needles bleeding the heart

I thought love was the unending joy between two companions

Throughout life…

I thought love was UnConditional!

I HATE unconditional

Mayn FUK unconditional

I don’t want to be korny but

How many of you people love hearing what you want to hear

For example..

Babeee…babez..

I miss YOU

I miss you TOO

EVEN THO I JUST DROPPED YOU OFF like 5 MINS AGO!!!

5 MINS AGO!!

And you miss ME?!

Is that LOVE?!?!!

How about

I haven’t seen you in so long..

You’ve been on my mind every second every minute

Every hour

Daymn why you gotta break it down like that

Why cant u just say I though of you everyday but

I think I would kinda SCARE you if you knew how many times a day I did

OOOOOHHH!!

One of my favorites when a person is on your mind for a bit

Babee….wait wait..already used that

Gotta throw in the fruit flavored topping special name!

Honey Bunches Of Caramel

Strawberry Sweet Cakes

With a Cherry On Top!

You were the last thing I though of before I went to sleep

Last night

And the first think I thought of when I woke up this morning

ooooOOh

heart melting

tears come from my heart

YOUR SO SWEET!

WOW!!!

Who fall for that still!!

Raise your hands you know you little

People online talking all mushy

Trying to spit game on myspace

Looking for the right line

From quotes of love

You try to memorize

You know you have hidden documents with all these sweet lovable quotes

Somewhere

Don’t lie! You know you do..or DID

Mine used to be 5 pages long!

And I used about half of them

And you know where that GOT ME

It GOT ME RIGHT HERE!

All ALONE UP HERE

ALONE wondering if these expressions

Emotions meanings messages

Knowledge writings

Foreshadows

Had the real definition within love?

Was love just a jist of all of this?

I thought love was when you were together you couldn’t be apart?

I thought my heart exploded everytime we said goodbye

And everytime we said hello

I thought the stars would shine upon us when the moon was to weak

I thought promises would be forever

But what last forever than real love

Or is it love that I feel now?

Or is it something else?

Something greater or just something that started it all?

Well what starts love?

…to like…

what brings more happiness..

to love or to like?...

Id rather like someone

Than rupture another scar into my heart again

I don’t want no leather face HEART

You know freakin all chainsawed and shit…

I don’t want to be putting up a front with my heart

Rippin faces and put it upon myself…

Id rather like someone…

Just imagine

Think of that time when you found out you started to like someone…

How did that feel?

That first time you felt that tiny little spark…

That bite size little spark…

Everytime we are together

Im not obligated to feel apart!

My heart doest explode it breathes correctly

For once in long time it breathes correctly!

I thought love was everything

I thought love was to give the world to someone

But to give the world is too much beyond my own hands!

Plus who the hell wants the world ANYWAYS

Shits all fuked up!

Or would you rather like someone and give them time

To say hello every now and then

Even though you don’t know if they like you or not

You take the RISK

Cuz there is not much on the line as compared to love!

So my perspectives changed

How come I don’t feel that love I felt before?

Was it all infatuation?

Becuz now It just feels even more right

Than ever before

How come my skinny

Big headed really burnt brown

Dirty finger nails

Car loving word spoken

Pen passionate inspired little boy

Attracted

A bite size

Body slammin punch

Little feet

Maniac switch

Indescribable unending talkative

Dedicated will

Beautiful

BEAUTIFUL

Little girl as you

Yes I said it

You are Beautiful

Have you ever been called beautiful

Cuz everyone says its so sweet

I wanna be called beautiful

But with my loser ass up here

You can call me anything you want cuz I cant hear YOU!

So listen up

Remember your most memorable kiss

And compare it to this

X marks the spot on my cheek

Follow the path from her lips to my face

And land the treasure

Cuz that is my Most GANGSTAR

Most favoritist

Ever so sweet

Perfect kiss…

And I am to tell you

That all this I said is just gibberish

Cuz I only tried to explain to you how I feel

I TRIED

But

All I really wanted to say is

I’m in Like with you….

1 Comments:

At November 11, 2008 at 7:19 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Keep up the good work.

 

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