i have this buring question in my mind
its all about life and how am i supposed to live it
i think im living it the wrong way..im thinking something in my head
just do it all and as much as you can
but the way im doing it seems like im wasting more time
im take chances with some things
but im not remembering where i should be spending my time

i have to struggle with time issues and who and where and what
i cant seem to intertwine them all together and just feel like
im one with everyone
everyone of me and friends are going to be different...
i know things arent going to be the way i hope them to be
so i should just stop hoping for the best
unless i do something about it
i wonder when i will be satisfied with who i am and who i come to be
ill never know but someday i know itll come

make the best with what i have is what i can imagine for now
but until that comes..ill just wait and watch this process
until i grow into something more defined...