the days go by fast and slow at the same time for me
i have no sense of time at all
and i cant seem to grasp my life and keep it still for just one moment
there is alway ssomething going on...

you know those are those times where
you just want to relax be free and go to some place where no one cares
and be around those people that dont care what is happening else in the world
everything is just ok
everything is just passing us by...
but once reality is hit into our face of vision our lifes are fast forwarded into the fast lane
so
where does that leave us...we always want to take our time
but there will always be something that we need to do.
we will never be not occupied
we could be lazy and feel like oh we dont have to do anything
but in real sense...we are just building up more buildings of things that we need to do

there is always something to do
always
it just depends where you put your time to what you do
time and space
have an awkard connection that only the beholder is capable of finding out
the space we take to do things will always clash with the time we have to do all the things we need to do
i want to be free for one day
i want to relax for one day
one day ...but that one day is just going to build so many building of shit i need to do
and all you have to ask yourself
is it worth it..?