A little Present For You

i wipe the dust off this notebook where i willinginly wrote the words of my hearthoping one day, one day you could look back on them and smilecuz i never...i never got to thank you!stuck here in the carnival we played in... i didnt go a day passing monumental peaks that offset my lifei didnt see it comingbut i knew i was strong enough to hold on to thoseslideshow scenes that replay everydayso let me take off the top of the shoeboxthe shoebox of memories that are only filled halfwayi never really got to finish doing you....or i mean doing the things we liked to do.see you were so obvious in the beginningtrying to stay low PROFILEbut couldnt hide it from meso let me finally tell you my real post secretsee, i already knew you liked or thought i was "cute" before you told mei just wanted to hear you say it in my ear!!!because i am that GOODman i dont ever want to forget the era of my lifewhen you were permantly etched in the corner of my periphsor slighly looking into my eyes through that damn rear view mirrorand i can say you werent a figment of my imaginationi am not sad but just happy that we lived through these momentsand i dont regret a single night we spent in ourlast escapade in LA"hypebeasting" our way through the day because no matter whatsomeone would always see us togetherand everytime you did that Booty Pop in front of Jennalyni wish i could of pushed you against that jamba juice glass windowand do the shit i said i would PROVE!!and i can go on and onbut let me go back and close this SB box of memoriesand get personal...close your eyes and let me rendevous to you...look at the same stars and hope you can hearmy voice echoe through your soulletting each vocal harmonize with the beat of your bodyreminding you that i am still a piece of your heart...With you halfway across the worldim wandering through the haven we entouraged inand i cant help but fram more than just a "centerpiece"but indugle in something more in needsomething more than an apologyand something more than an I Love You...and if i could ever explain what i wanted to say..these fumbled put together words called a poemwould never amount to what i want to say to youmy life never fell apartmy smile never went dullso just let me start over and say it all a little more simplerall of this was a mere effortbecause you were my epitome of joyand you were that god given essence that believed its not in our handsyou showed me that difference between true and realand for that i thank you..and its all "Because Of You"