This weekend has been alright good and sexy kinda
well
sunday wokred late
stayed out late slept out with co workers
ate some bomb food in the morning
and racced at work
raced and event that was fun as hell but sucked major ASS!!!
aye i hate work...but..its so easy to work there
just time consuming
oh well
time to go
love you
*kick
well its been a crap weekend so far..havent done much...
let start on FRiedAy
Well this was gonna be a long day for me
but it was well worth it..
i didnt go to sleep till like 4am
cuz i was talkin to some PUNK girl person oh well
then i had to wake up like at 7 to take my brother
to work which i barely was awake for but i made it home
cuz i was driving the c-MARO!! i love that car
cuz i dont got mine...=(
then went back to sleep for a little and went to work
i got to work with litle now energy but oh well
i missed BBAL cuz i was at work.
i worked from like 11-3 and then picked up my bro again
got home..and just chilled to myself talking to somepeople
then i got ready for Katrina's graduation and everyone else
kim and sexy dewick came to pick me up late as usual
phreakin punks...
at graduation..i saw HElla HEads i havent seen since my graduation..
well this is the weird part of the days...
i missed graduation...i missed all those people that i was around..
i just felt comfortable around them again...i didnt worry about crap
just sittin in their presence was fine with me...
and it just felt graduated again..cuz i went to a grad night
at work later that day..explain later..HAH
then after graduation guess who i saw THE MACHIN!!! daymn he got hella smALL
i hope his big ASS DIa didnt get smaller as well BAH!!
after i was lookin for kaka tha graduation i couldnt find her
i found eveyone else cept her...found JONIO!
shiet liitle bald kid
then i finally found her gave her pimp ass gift TRI-PAN WHAT!
oh well
that ended the night for me...
went home tried to chill
but headed to work..
i worked from 12-7am
wow..it went by fast
it was phreakin FUn as heLL tooo
cuz i wasnt like forced to be on time..to be all kinda proper..
i was tryin to have hella fun as possible
but yeah...just remember my grad night...having so much fun...but
not realizing it was the last time i was gonna see these folks...
or if i will even remember them wen i see them
then yeah
saturday i didnt work
so it was alright at everything i did
well its sunday
gonna go eat with my bro
then maybe go to PYC meeting
and then head to work
then i have lots to do tomara...
but yeah
before i went to sleep i was writing a piece..
just been inspired lately but cant just put it into words yet
ill get it to you soon
payce for now...
i miss everyone from skewll...and skewl...
wanna kick it again..but oh well..everyone is doin there own thANg too
payce
oh mayn...i miss my beverly...she is just sittin alone..never touched
never used..in so long..
i miss her oh so dearly..i just realized just cruisin with her
on the open sun roads...just listenin to marley and jack
and just daymn..i miss you beverly..
im sorry i cant help you right now..
but im lookin for your twin kinda soon
beverly turbo will come soon...give me time..i miss you beverly..
alright...time to decide on new things..mind has been on crazy stand alone..
and its just been hectic..
i dont think ill be on AP for school
so thats sounds good for me..
work work work..is still questionable for me
am i gonna stay...am i gonna request for shift changes
i think so...
i hope so..
with life...its searchin
and searchin to be settled somewhere...
its being carried along somewhere...but now shur settled
help me not really..
payce
well
this past week was a good week,,
school has come to an end..made friends made good friends made new friends that are leaving
but it was all fun...
well my first semester was kinda down..i did good grade wise..
but i didnt feel welcomed..i didnt meet alot of people
i wasnt really active meeting people or hanging out with anyone
from school...
then the second semester came along. it started off great meeting new people
but too busy tryin to kick it with them since i got overwhelmed with work
then in february it went all down from there...
ever since grandma went bye bye...ive been kinda down
i went downhill from skewl..
at work i went through a piss of mode..i got pissed off at the slightest of things
i was really ignorant at work i didnt care what people
saw did or said i just didnt care.
i stopped goin to class
it just got all wack from there..
and now that just ruined my whole semester..
my grades just shot..only few classes that i liked stayed up
ethnics and COMS teachers were wonderful..best teachers ive had in school so far...
well my life has been good ever sicne the last week of school...
i had so much energy ..i dont know where it even came from
it all started on 8-9/cryface birthday..i dotn know how i got so much smile on me that day
but it just non stop fun..never ending and ending..i needed it it was good to
cuz my trishtann wat having a bad day...but its ok...shes trishtann..
then the next day was the down day..but yeah
i brought it back on HUMP DAY..and thats wen i KICKED IT with my two
DEWick and beverly i mean KIMBERLY sorry..
i miss them we went to dennys like we used and just chylled..
it was just fun..just being around them makes me feel at home..not home as in here
just home with my friends..partly..
i miss summer vacation..but you know what guys.
were going to santa cruz every week..
cuz i miss dennis sam larry campin trips..we are gOIN!! no matter whAT!
with our noodle bowls luganisa..and rice and chopstix
and lighter fLUID...and all getting lost for 6 hours yes!
thursday FAT..didnt do much but i was still happy for the time being..i think i went
thriftin YEAH!!>.i went thriftin WIth my baby makin TRYSHITAN..oh yeah
found some good stuff..completed my prom FIT which was so PRO..oh mayn
friday..inevitable DANCE>..finally finally
how fun that was...lots of compliments on the fit..ill post later..
umm...some HOT girls i mean men i mean girls that we were with..especially my gf and
my date..but yes there were some out there yes..soorry trysh..but yeah there were
the dance was fun...phreakin...aHH left like at 3 got home at 4 cuz i slept
and you know what I WOKE UP LATE to work...sux..
but even tho i got late..i still wokred it off on till saturday night
mayn i had shiet to do i mean nothin..so
went out to leatherbys..and watched WAck as FRIENDS..but it was tyte
then watched HOT CHICK HAHAH...again got home around 3-4ish
and work in the mornin but i woke up in time..and sunday..i didnt do much
PYC MEETING>....POINT PERSON..oh yeah movnig up in PYC..i hope we get it moving..
but yeah
finals...
well...
this week has been just chylnn...
i would like to thank cryface for just yeah..being cryface and stil being cryface
and good..for all the rides and more..
i would like to thank my sexy...for just touchin me suprsing me througout the schoolyear
and all those late night sleeps we had together
girlfriend..that dances that made me express my sorry ass dancing..
dewick kim all those times we went out to eat hahha yes
all those new ppl...BASKET BALL---8-9
to those in the company...you guys are just yeah..thanks really
and i will write more later...from whatever happened
well its sunday morning...gettin ready to study hard for this final exam i have tomorrow and the next one i have for the rest of the phreakin week
i have 2 required finals and one optional extra credit final
ill see what im up too tomorrow to find out
what i will be doing
but for now..this past week has just been wonderful and never ending great
last week of school which made up alot for the entire school year
but edumacation wise was...not good..
its time to pick it up...lay back the past and search for the new future of
whatever i wanna do
oh well...this past week will be updated tomorrow
payce up..8-9- town..
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this past week has been freakin incredible for me..
well for a little bit while
but i think it has..its tha last week of school
finals..gotta all my studyin done up tomara and everyting..
and im gonna write a 4 page paper tonight i hope..yeah i do..
well yeah alright..thats what i gotta do when i get home remmeber that..
well
ill tell you later cuz my weeks not over yet payce..
I want to write for you
The unfinished story within
This fairytale dream you live in…
I want to write for you your
Words you cannot seem to breach
From the tip of your twisted tongue…
I want to write for you
The dimensions of your wings
So you can fly into the heaven
Overseeing the world as angels do
I want to write for you
Pre written memories
On the sheets of space with ink
From the stars…
I want to write for you
Your words upon blank pages
So you don’t have to stress
Running in the midst of your mind
I want to write for you
Without you intending to
Realize that every spoken
Word was not for you
But for me to open
My EYeS to the world
You see…
Because I cant grasp it
Completely
Without you writing
So I write for you
With words that serve
No justice but to try
To come close enough to
Expressing the infinite possibilities
Of words that can be told to you…
But “words are cheap” as you say
But speaking to you not only
Pertain syllables of each word they consist
Of teardrops of my heart
Melting into my blood mimicking
What my lips want to say
What my lips cannot sustain
What my lips cannot touch
But together working in sync
To move you
But together working in sync
To find reasons to
Write for you
“everything happens for a reason”
but what reason led me to
you
so I write for you
for the appreciation you opened my EYeS to
EYeS cannot see unless opened
By EYeS who have seen
And I have seen nothing
Until you came in and showed me something
But with every single sightseeing
I sought to see imagery
Of the indescribably
Shortcomings that ultimately became
This writing…
So I write for you
Because I see you as
A reflection of your mothers elegance
Your father attitude
Your brother self-confidence
Your sistas beauty
A woman’s pride
A woman’s voice
Outspoken beyond language barriers
Broken by years of tears
Fallin from your eyes containing
Every heartbeat of sadness you endured
Throughout life
But where do these tears come from…
Do they come from melodic harmonies
Dripping of your elusive fingertips
From each and every ounce of effort
Gone UNOTiced…
Does it come from a hear torn
By past shadows haunting every single
Corner of your mind
Distorting your perception
Of your imperfect guy.
But I write for you
To hope these words can
Encompass a letter to you for being noticed…
And I write for you so your heart
Will not bend abnormally
From the effects of the past
But to mend with the new
And I write for you because
You don’t deserve this..
You don’t deserve tears at all…
So I write for you so these
Pages can wipe away your tears…
I write for you so these
Pages can catch you when
No one else will…
I write for you so these
Pages can be held tightly
By you when you sleep
I write for you so these
Pages can absorb your emotions
Your anger anguish
And pain…
And I write for you not
Because I wanted to..
I write for you…
Because you inspired me to…
